Carla. Jersey. 19. Engaged.
I do not deal with bullshit or drama.
Treat others the way you'd like to be treated.
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I miss mine so much.
I’m getting after i have this baby
I have the worst luck sometimes. It could be raining dicks and I would be the only one to get hit with a vagina.
Im about to use old clothes buy some cloth give my mom ideas and make my own shit instead of buying it way easier Thrift shop here I come
So I got into a car accident 2 days ago. I don’t even know what to say. It happened around 5:20 something pm. I was going in on going traffic I had no yields no stop signs no yellow lights, I wasn’t even speeding, wasn’t on the phone, not under the influence nothing. I was 3 streets away from my house over the hill and home free. As I was passing a street to my right, this lady wanted to make a left into the street to my right. Obviously I had the right away I’m not suppose to stop in the middle of traffic to let this girl go in font of me to the next street. I saw her pull out and I hit the clutch and brake as fast as I could and she looked at me at the last second and BOOM. Crash. My air bag exploded the smoke from it was making me choke and I had to get out I freaked out and tried to get myself out my door could barely open all the way. People had stopped and told me to get back in the car in my back seat, they didn’t want me standing. The man asked me if I was okay. the first words that came out my mouth was i don’t know if my baby is. He called the cops and they came to help me. I called my fiance and my mom they were both on their way. my fiance was coming from work which is like an hour or so away. My mom luckily was home. She flew down the street and came over to see if i was okay. I was crying so hard and was shaking and felt just weird I felt like I was about to go into shock. As everything was happening the girl never got out of her car. She just stared at me. The front of her car wasn’t even bad just a huge huge dent and her air bags never went off. My car on the other hand had shit falling off of it the tire came off and my air bag went off. The cops asked if I wanted an ambulance my mom said no due to the fact that they would take too long so my mom wanted to take me. We got to the hospital and I could barely walk I was shaking so bad. I’m 25 weeks pregnant. They took me in a wheel chair and brought me upstairs ASAP. Put all these machines on me and told me I’d be here for 4 hours. They had to monitor the baby. I started getting contractions that I’m not suppose to be having this early. They asked me a bunch of questions and did an ultra sound from the outside and the inside and all these tests that after I felt so violated but its whatever. Anything for my baby boy. My whole family and some of my fiances family was there my mom had to go out because only one person was suppose to be there with me in the room. My fiance came to stay with me. I had an IV hooked up to me because i was dehydrated. They then told me I had to stay here over night to make sure me and the baby were okay. they said since I’m having contractions they wanna make sure I’m not hemorrhaging. Because if I am then they would have to take the baby out then and there and it would be a premature. I didn’t know what to think after hearing that I wanted to cry. They moved me to my own room I had a lot of visitors come in after that. My fiance went home to take a shower and bring me some things for the night. I had some food the doctor gave me and then she gave me a shot for the contractions. This shot hurt like hell and it makes you so shaky like you’re on a crap load of coffee and your heart beat races so fast. It lasts for about 30 minutes and you could get 3 more doses of it if needed. I didn’t need another dose after that. The only thing wrong was I had the worst back and neck pain. They kept me monitored for contractions and the baby till 12am then they took the baby off. They said he was doing more than great a lot better than any other baby she’s seen with the condition I was in. Me and my fiance watched a movie and ate some taco bell. I’m so happy he’s here by my side to help me though this. We fell asleep. At 6am the doctor woke me up to put the baby back on she said I should be going home today. They came back in a little later for me to eat and then connect the baby and disconnect the baby a couple more times and check my blood pressure. They then told me I was able to go home. We got ready and the lady gave me a paper to take with me it was to make sure the baby was moving and everything and what to do if I had any contractions and what not and then I read the next paper it was about what to do if I was having a premature baby the first line said that if I had a premature baby they are likely to get sick or even die after that I couldn’t read anymore. Everything was going through my mind I was so upset. What if I did have the baby then? What if My baby never made it. What If I could have died and the baby lived without a mother? What about my fiance. All these questions still haunt me and now I’m afraid to drive. I still have back and neck pains and I’m so paranoid and worried about everything. I don’t know how i’m going to get anywhere I don’t know what to do my insurance is probably going to go up and its already too much for me to even afford. I really don’t know what to do now. I can’t get a rental car I’m only 18. They are probably going to say my car isn’t totaled and then what problems am I going to have to deal with after they fix it? What if I get into another accident? You know how this world of business is. They fix it to an extent until something goes wrong and you have to bring it back to fix it again and again to take your money. This is going to be a really long process. i guess now we just have to wait and see.
I really hate when you’re trying to fucking help someone on the phone and they’re too fucking stubborn to even listen to you and then hang up? Like seriously go fuck yourself. All I’m trying to do is help you. I need a new job ASAP.
So I went on a tour for cosmetology and I absolutely LOVED it. So much. the kit they give you in the beginning really sold me. the teachers and everything was just amazing. But being that its 16,000 I thought I was going to cry. I don’t blame them though its a REAL nice high quality place. I don’t know maybe sometime the end of next year. I just gotta figure out a system, since i’m having this baby and i also bought a new car so, right now would not be such a good time and i work a terrible job so i need to figure this out and get a new job and make it into a reasonable schedule. I don’t want to be one of those parents who never see their kid or husband because i’m too busy with work or school. So hopefully I can work this out.
You remind me of ms pacman ….. Thanks babe What?! You’re fun and you swallow Lmao